I did some dancing - freely on my own for about a good 10 minutes or so. Then I did this workout video that lasted about half an hour. I guess you could call it dancing. But it was fun. It worked my thighs out pretty good though! Which I need to since I need to look good in shorts and buy new ones! :)
I feel so good though. Exercising really makes me awake and makes me feel alive.
I hate when your skinny friends look in the mirror and state, “I’m so fat!” When you’re right there…bigger than they are and you just look at them and disagree. Then you wonder if they think they’re fat, what do they think of you.
1. Write your current stats: height, current weight and goal weight. Why are you losing weight?
Current Weight: Around 180
Weight Goal: 120 or less.
Actually I don’t really care how much I lose. I just want to be skinny. Why? Because I want to put clothes on and be happy that they fit correctly and and that they’re not too tight. Because I want my muffin top gone. Because I don’t want my legs to rub together when I’m wearing shorts. Because I want to be comfortable in shorts and around everyone. I want to be comfortable for myself. I want to have skinny arms. I want to exercise and not breathe as heavy as I do when running. I want to be energized. I want to feel like I am deserving. I want to be happy with myself. I want to feel pretty. I want to get compliments and actually believe them. I want to feel pretty in a dress. I want to be carefree and not care what I look like. It’s hard to be overweight especially when you’re a teenager. Having all these skinny friends who eat more than you do and never get fat. I’m the fat friend. I want to be the skinny friend along with them.